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Old 02-26-2018, 07:16 PM   #1
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Hello SFO,

As some of you may know, my mother is facing breast cancer and times have been tough but they are keeping me a strong person and I am learning to become a more independent person who had a lot of growing up to do. I was really on bad terms with the SFO Staff and managed to pull my weight and become a better person as I got older. I never thought of myself as a horrible human being but merely someone who had ADHD and didn't really think about the reprecussions of my actions.

I started to think about how things use to be and how I wished I could have done things differently back then. I use to think everyone did not like me for obvious reasons but I felt like everything I did was a set back and just made people hated me more. I can say that all I really wanted was for people to accept me and understand how I felt as a person but I realized I never opened up in the community. My actions back then reflected bad on everybody that I was close to at a certain point.

I got tired of being that person that didn't know what they wanted to do with their life so I attempted to commit suicide a few years back but I failed quiet miserably. I felt like this is something I wanted to share with you guys and I personally just wanted to apologize for not being that role-model.

I am grateful for the wonderful staff and community for forgiving me and looking past my flaws. I just felt I needed to tell the SFO community about my personal thoughts and how I really felt back then before it was too late.

Thank you guys for everything.

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