Hey guys.

[Raze-Lighter]

So um, I've been going thru some things lately and it's been really hard.

I lost my cousin and best friend within 3 weeks; it's been a rough road ahead and my dad has diabetes. I don't really think I'm in a great mind state at the moment but i'm trying to get better I suppose. I miss being on the forums but the busy life caught up with me and I just wanted everyone t o know that you should cherish your family and friends as much as you could. For you guys wondering, my cousin was 18 with disabilities and every Friday his mom would let me take him to the ice cream shop and bye him whatever flavor he wanted. He was always nice and sincere towards everyone and had the best heart any child could have. I know he was a young adult but he was very kind and caring towards everyone he met.

As for my best friend, he was my childhood friend that would come over every weekend to play the playstation or get on Street Fighter with me. A part of me thinks I have responsibility for his death even though I know I don't. I know I'm just telling you a sob story but these 3 weeks have changed me more than any other event could have. I miss my best friend Kyle and cousin Austin; these guys changed my life more than anything. I wouldn't be more thankful for 2 wonderful boys who have spread light through my journey for redemption.

I hope I can be forgiven for all the mistakes that I have made on here. I am sorry for offending and hurting any people that I have affected through the years.

[Usurp]

=[ dont worry you arent the only one, i feel alot of us are going thru things of our own, but tend to keep it to ourselves because most of us are not the sharing type.

im in that boat myself, but im still here to help in any ways that i can, so if u wanna just play the game to relieve any stress or just wanna talk on discord hit me up bro.

until then i agree that u should cherish everything that is not bad.. and try to leave a positive mark on the planet before we all go

well i'll make sure i toss them in the prayer later, even tho i dont personally know Kyle and Austin

[Raze-Lighter]

Thank you friend. I appreciate your support. It really means a lot to me (: .

[LegendaryLucci]

I don't know what to really say when you have trouble on every side, when things just don't seem like things won't work out for you, you have to believe that you will come through it, for every pain there is a promise, you're not alone, you're a conquer, he strong and of a good courage and know that there is somebody out there that wish they could still say they have some their loves ones. Nevertheless, I hope things get better, and I know things will get better.

[Raze-Lighter]

Originally Posted by LegendaryLucci

I don't know what to really say when you have trouble on every side, when things just don't seem like things won't work out for you, you have to believe that you will come through it, for every pain there is a promise, you're not alone, you're a conquer, he strong and of a good courage and know that there is somebody out there that wish they could still say they have some their loves ones. Nevertheless, I hope things get better, and I know things will get better.

I appreciate it mate; thank you for the encouraging words.

[party_gurl]

I'm sorry you had to go through that, but really i commend you for talking about it most people bottle things up and keep it hidden and away the first step is to talk it out, you are strong!

[TitaniumFist]

My condolences on your losses. Losing close friends and family, and at such young ages, is tough.

Keep them in your heart and in your memory, and stay strong.

I also wish you the best regarding your father and combating and controlling diabetes. There is ample information on how to control it and available help if he has access.

If you did do anything wrong in the SFO community, I can't quite remember it to be honest with you.

[Raze-Lighter]

Originally Posted by TitaniumFist

My condolences on your losses. Losing close friends and family, and at such young ages, is tough.

Keep them in your heart and in your memory, and stay strong.

I also wish you the best regarding your father and combating and controlling diabetes. There is ample information on how to control it and available help if he has access.

If you did do anything wrong in the SFO community, I can't quite remember it to be honest with you.

Thank you T-Fist for the kind words. He's doing a little better I suppose; I just pray he can recover by eating the right foods like he's been doing for a while. I still do miss my family though it's pretty hard but playing SFO again made me feel better about the situation.

Although I couldn't quote your sentence, I do appreciate it. @party_gurl